Everybody Hates Chris or Everybody Loves Chris

The last few months or so have been a reality check of sorts.

Life sometime's doesn't go the way it's planned in your mind, the way it's planned on paper.

I've been fortunate.

I've been blessed.

No matter what I tell myself mine is a charmed life.

No it hasn't been easy by any means, but as I've heard a time or two "Life isn't easy."

Maybe it isn't supposed to be easy if you're doing it right.

My plans well in a sense they are no more.

Me "Mr. Give Yourself Options" might be running out.

I applied to grad school yesterday using $60 I don't really have.

I didn't expect to be applying to graduate school.

Maybe God has a much different plan for my life.

Sometimes I feel hated.

Sometimes I feel loved.

Sometimes I don't feel at all.

Does everybody hate me?

Does everybody love me?

Or like me are they indifferent?

Life is very complex.

If you're doing it right, maybe it's not supposed to be easy, maybe it wasn't meant to be simple.