JUST WANTED TO BE HER LOVER AND HER MAN

A poem for her, even though she probably won't read it:

How can I feel so strongly about someone I barely even know?
From the first time I laid eyes on her, it was she I adored, and instantly I wanted to know more.
I went on without saying a way, I went on without giving a hint, and as time went on I became enamored with her.
I tried to suppress the feelings, I tried to stop thinking the thoughts.
Finally, I decided to say something, or rather write something, I wrote the letter with my heart and not with my head.
I sealed it with the hope that she'd understand where I was coming from.
I didn't realize that it might be misunderstood, it might be taken the wrong way.
The awkwardness of our encounters, the whispers of "hello", the avoiding gazes, the awkward silences.
How could I feel so strongly about someone I barely even know?
How could I have so much invested in a relationship which is at best a figment of my imagination?
How could I risk the friendship which if I hadn't written the letter would have grew even more?

THIS WILL BE MY LAST POST FOR A LITTLE BIT, ABOUT A WEEK, I WILL BE OUT OF TOWN BEGINNING EARLY WEDNESDAY MORNING. HOPE EVERYONE HAS A FANTABULOUS WEEK (NEW WORD, NEW WORD YA KNOW LOL)! BE SAFE, BE HAPPY, AND BE BLESSED MY FRIENDS!